Kali ni entry anne agak sayu skit. Entahlah...maybe to struggeling to have own child kan...agak tertekan lately nie...ye le, yang senang dapat anak tu buang merata anak tu, tak sayang dan bersyukur dengan anugerah Allah yang terindah itu.
Well, anne baru balik checkup dekat Az-Zahrah, the result were quite shock to me..walaupun sebenarnya anne dapat merasakan sebelum gi checkup. My instint were always 99.9% right usually....yea as i guest my cyst grown back quite big at right side and becouse of retroverted uterus my endo has exsit...phewww...it make my day so rainy...yes i cry a lot...thanks to my hubby yang beri kata2 semangat kat wifey nya yang dh down sangat2...
I'm going to refer my case to Hospital Serdang becouse my adopted brother is there as Orthopedic Specialist and will arrange to O & G specialist checkup & sergery as soon as possible...the word SERGERY scared me...okay....
My oh my...my brother said "don't worry dear sis..it's going to be okay..."....my hubby calm me "...dear..i will always there for you...be strong.."....my mom "along...u have to be strong..."..hmmm..."Dear Allah...help me to get through this situation, feeling..."
"Ya Allah...yang Maha Mengetahui segala yang tersembunyi, yang Maha Pengasih & Penyayang, ku mohon berikanku kekuatan untuk menghadapi dugaan ini..Sesungguhnya Kau maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik untukku...ku berserah padaMU..."
